“Only the Young,” a portrait doc on three small town teenagers.
I found this doc today and I’m rooting for it to take over the world. Or at least take over my local theater. Personal documentaries can ride an icky line between navel gazing and voyeurism, but this one looks like a very sweet look into what teenagers are really like in small towns - outside of a John Hughes movie.
Inspiration, Inspiration, Inspiration! I promise I have some really cool stuff to post soon.
(You missed my videos during pilot season, didn’t you?)
I’m working on cutting a documentary project right now and I’m hoping the trailer will double as a fundraising tool for my totally awesome subject. So I’m watching more kickass trailers to get inspired and this one caught my eye today.
Are you a Ben Lee fan? I went through a huge “I’m a Lover Not a Fighter” phase in high school and I bet this doc is going to take me back down mem’ry lane. Ahhh, pop songs. Don’t pretend you’re too cool for it.
I think I have link-pimped this awesome short within an inch of its life, but here’s the magical BBC-esque take on Flying Monkeys one more time in case I haven’t made you watch it already. I mean we’re in the desert of Northern Australia - finding beetles. It’s just awesome.
PS - I did the final color on this short and I am very pleased with the way it turned out! My inspiration on this was Indiana Jones and old leather, and if you’ll notice a lot of the darker scenes have that “old man face” kind of rusty black quality to them. Does this make any sense to anyone else who doesn’t stare at color for 40+ hours a week?
In 2011 I was just getting started as a dailies operator - and coming in on my own time to use the color suite and learn from my mentor.
The first task my mentor assigned me was calibrating an old CRT to use as another reference monitor. It took me probably three hours. I thought it was the coolest thing in the world. I even wrote about it - how the level of subtlety in determining pure black and white had to involve a little magic. And it does - I have superior color vision! (And you know, also have had training at one of the top schools for imaging science in the country. That probably instills magic too). I went back and forth about a billion times on the quality of the picture, but I was pretty sure after asking Mark about ten times that I had done good.
Fast forward to the now and I have lost track of how many shows and pilots I worked on this week. I think it’s five. Anyway, we’re training another colorist and I catch myself all the time stealing my mentor’s phrases and throwing them around like they are mine.
And when the new plasma monitor got in for our second color suite, I flew in to calibrate it between handling three shows a night and got it done in about twenty minutes over two nights - but I still wasn’t sure it was right.
So I asked my mentor to take a look at it the next day, just for a minute before he’s off on a big job too. And he said I done good.
The first time I heard David Rakoff it was on This American Life and I thought if I could hear one sound every night before I go to sleep it might be that guy reading me rhyming couplets. Then I heard his story about the tortoise and the scorpion, I read Don’t Get Too Comfortable, and devoured anything else with him in it. If there was any human left on the face of the planet using irony as a proper literary device to evoke some sort of genuine human emotion rather than sell chotchkies at Urban Outfitters, it was David Rakoff.
When I heard about his passing in August, I put off reading Half Empty partially because I wanted to stretch out the rest of his work. I rationed the Rakoff.
But, I finally picked it up and my short review is: go read it. It’s his best book. Goddammit I love the way he writes.
The book is a collection of essays set under the umbrella of exploring pessimism and melancholy. A lot of the essays can be filed under “hilarious anecdotal evidence” but the first chapter delves into the behind the scenes of an article David (I can’t do the last name thing, I feel like I knew David Rakoff and I wish I did) never ended up publishing on the subject of defensive pessimism and the research of Dr. Julie Norem.
Quickly, defensive pessimism is an anxiety management tool in which you break down a situation into the most awful potential outcomes and then find ways to deal with those worst case scenarios. In cognitive therapy it is also referred to as a hierarchy of anxiety. So a person with a fear of dogs might have at the top of that hierarchy “Be attacked by a dog,” and over time realize that yes, we have the tools and technology to deal with even the worst case scenario (in this case: go to a hospital and get a rabies shot, plus probably stitches and some comfort food). So all the littler fears become easier to tackle. Lower on the hierarchy might be, “Be barked at by a dog.” I could use my defensive pessimism to come up with a solution like, “If a dog barks at me and scares me, I will cross the street to avoid it and then make fun of it for being a dumb dog with no opposable thumbs.”
Anyway, while David wanted to write about about how negativity can dance circles around our life-finds-a-way happier counterparts, the conclusion Norem (and he, begrudgingly) came to is this: pessimism is a trait just as neutral as brown hair, and arguing for negative thinking is very different than arguing against positive thinking (I’m paraphrasing as I can’t find the page). But being negative (or maybe just detail oriented) isn’t going to kill you or make you less successful than the next guy.
While the argument to give due to positive emotions and study them, as did the positive psychology of the 90’s, is still certainly true and helpful, it can dwarf the notion that negativity is still an important and valid part of life. Humility probably wouldn’t happen in a world of 100% healthy egos.
And then the rest of the book is delightful and sweet and sad, and I just didn’t want it to end because this was the end of the essays from David Rakoff.
I can’t understand on the same level what David wrote about because I don’t have cancer (thank goodness, knock on wood), but I certainly see the world with a little bend in it like he does, and the lots I see strangers have are by and large, not equal. Look, some of us have by chance darker lenses through which to view the world than other people.We see the cracks in the paint before we see the color of the wall.
And David Rakoff makes such good use of a little darkness, it just makes me feel in great company. Humor doesn’t have to be pretty or rose colored: it just has to make me laugh. Boy, did this book.
If you’re not familiar with StoryCorps, I highly suggest you check it out. StoryCorps travels all over the country recording snippets and stories from all sorts of people, and occasionally those stories are turned into animation.
This one from Ronald McNair’s brother is really lovely. What a good story.
“No,” said the little prince. “I am looking for friends. What does that mean—‘tame’?”
“It is an act too often neglected,” said the fox. It means to establish ties.”
“‘To establish ties’?”
“Just that,” said the fox. “To me, you are still nothing more than a little boy who is just like a hundred thousand other little boys. And I have no need of you. And you, on your part, have no need of me. To you, I am nothing more than a fox like a hundred thousand other foxes. But if you tame me, then we shall need each other. To me, you will be unique in all the world. To you, I shall be unique in all the world …”
— Antoine de Saint-Exupéry, Le Petit Prince. This is the only deviation from the traditional city hall cubicle wedding vows we had. It was pretty perfect.
Oh, hello there influx of new eyeballs! Mel probably brought you here.
I’m Rory. This is me pretending to be caught in a candid moment:
About: I am a dailies coloristbynight and a videographer by day. I live and work in Los Angeles (but I also work everywhere I can travel). This blog is mostly about why I keep pursuing making videos, why I think color scienceis so cool, what sort of MacGuyver contraption I set up to produce something I didn’t have a budget for, and adventures contributing to the complicated reasons I love this redonkulous, silly, overpriced city.
I am married to a storyboard artist (James) who is the best ever, and sometimes I end up recording reference footage of how a chicken would dance because animators are weird:
(Please don’t watch all two minutes of that).
I suspect I am a good addition to your Google reader if you: are wondering how anyone has a “normal” job in Hollywood, like to read behind the scenes antics, enjoy watching short videos about entrepreneurs, enjoy bad jokes, or want to follow the not-so-epic tale of how I’ve gone from a Williams-Sonoma chef to paying my bills via makin’ pictures look pretty.
Bienvenue! It isn’t much, but you’re welcome to stick around.
I had never seen Life is Beautiful and my good friend Vanessa sat me down in front of it last weekend and I finally watched the whole damn thing without checking my iPhone, texts, emails, or thinking about whatever new part of my fancy pants News Year’s routine I had forgotten to do.
It was awesome.
If you haven’t see this amazing movie by Roberto Benigni’s, please do yourself a favor and go watch it with some good people. It’s not a miracle diet or booty-kicking workout, but there are a lot of ways to take care of yourself and a good story can do a bang-up job of it.